Tuesday, March 18, 2008

been so long since i last blog.
there's so many things i wanted to blog, but there's isnt much time ever since attachment started.
*sighx* attachment was realli a nightmare for me.
especially with all the idiotic fcuked-up pple in the company and hafing to do all the chim stuffs that i din learn before.. *sighx*
i noe i would be able to learn by doing all those chim stuffs, but the stress is realli .... *sighx*
the onli thing that i can hope for now, is that everyting would goes well for me so that i can faster end this agony..!

sometimes i just wish that i could be stronger,
i could be more independent,
more optimistic,
more positive..
but i just cant be wad i wanna be.
*sighx*

sorry to mafan so many pple this few daes.
i noe i've been nuisance always saying all those stuffs that i shldnt have said,
but .. i just cant help it.
im sorry.

what we could have been, 2:21 PM.